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Sunday, February 13th, 2011
2:12 pm - Bringing LJ Back!
Me and my good friend Andrea have decided to bring LJ back!

For sho.

current mood: excited

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Sunday, January 30th, 2011
11:29 am - Comeback?
Poll #1674654 comeback

Do you still pay attention to this journal?


current mood: curious

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Friday, January 23rd, 2009
3:29 pm

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Monday, March 10th, 2008
8:08 am - More DA time!
DA time is something that originated in the testlab. It used to be used by hardworking people in reference to people who weren't doing their job. It has been revised a bit, and is now used to describe what we've been doing collectively for the last 3 days. In case you were wondering, DA stands for Dick Around. We have another day of Dick Around time.

This would be more wonderful, if I could remember all of the things I used to do on the interwebs to take up all of my time.

Now i'm just kind of... bored ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

current mood: going back to sleep

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Thursday, March 6th, 2008
12:19 pm - Today....
Is so .... i dont know what to call it.

The project we were working on finally went into submission and passed on the first try. So it has finally launched. Woo hoo! BUT...

That means we don't have work to do right now until we get the next projects in the building to work on. This is good AND bad. haha. Luckily i am full time permanent now, so I dont get sent home without pay. However we get to sit around the lab, and play video games, watch movies, and surf the web for the next week or so.

This is cool, except for the fact that I am getting a bit stir crazy!
Without work, i feel like i'm hanging out with the people i work with. Which is okay except for me wanting tray to die, and being jealous when anyone i actually like is hanging out with him. And by jealous i mean, sick to my stomach.

Today is weird.

Praise God for being full time and having benefits.

<3 Bye lj

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Tuesday, October 30th, 2007
12:26 pm
I'm sick.

The fucking end.

current mood: nauseated

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Monday, August 13th, 2007
12:57 pm - I think I may be insane.
And if i'm not, I will be after it's over. haha.

I'm totally getting all three, count 1 2 3 of my godkids for like an undetermined amount of time. (I'm thinking like 3-4 days) I will pick them up wednesday.


i gotta go back to work now.


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Thursday, August 9th, 2007
12:25 pm - Like I said...
It will blow over.
I win.

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Monday, July 23rd, 2007
12:33 pm - I can't stand the rain...
When it rains...
It fucking pours.

I guess I should thank some people for making an already stressful weekend... Even more stressful.

I'll be sure to put the Thank You cards in the mail.

current mood: okay

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Saturday, July 14th, 2007
11:10 am - Life...
Is good. What can I say? Maybe it's true that I forget to write words down when everything is where i want it to be. I couldn't ask for anything better than what i've got right now. I won't even talk about my job because everyone already knows how I feel about that. But besides that, my friends.. My life. Everything is everything that I could ever ask for.

Back to reality for a minute...
I need more money, and I'd like for Amy and the kids to live here.

Now, other than those two things... I couldn't ask for anything more. I even, yes... me (can you imagine) got kissed. =O ! WTF?! Ok, so it was a long time coming, but it was well worth the wait. I won't be dropping names, those of you who know, know... those of you don't, won't. But, just know that I've been waiting for that moment since December. He was so sweet, so cute. At first it was really quick and he gasped, then quickly made excuses. But then he did it again, and again, and again. It felt like the first time i'd ever put my lips against another's. I had butterflies and was nervous, and probably quivered a little bit. hehe.

My brother is in jail again, I dont know if any of you knew that (apart from sarah and amy) but he was arrested. And not even 2 weeks later his girlfriend was arrested as well, for separate issues. When will they learn? Really.

I don't have a lot to write, i'm just house sitting for Shelby and Ian, while they are in PA for the week so I thought i'd update.

until next time LJ !

current mood: happy

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Monday, June 18th, 2007
8:55 pm - Hey everyone =)
Hey you guys! What's going on?
No, really... What's going on?

I try to read all of your entries, but I swear I find myself skimming them to get to a place where I don't feel so swamped reading them. haha.

ok ok, so it's been a very long time and i'm sure everyone is curious as to what i've been up to; right? Well, here it goes =)

Everyone knows I moved to Raleigh, NC. Or at least you know that I was thinking about it. Well I have. I live in Raleigh now! I did move here in hopes that I would date the boy I had met prior to moving here; and I guess technically we did date for a little while. But the bottom line is, he's fucking crazy in the head... And I was over that shit real quick. I'm also not even friends with the girl and guy I knew from maryland, that live here. That's a long story, and I'd rather not get into it, really. I don't hate them, Well I hate Jenn, but not mark. =D

I live in a pretty decent 4 bedroom house in raleigh, with my roommate Shelby and her two teenage daughters; Kisa and Stevie-Rae. Ages 17 and 15. Yes, it's trying at times and yes it's different for me. But I love those girls and nothing in the world could ever make me wish I was anywhere but here with them. I mean, I seriously went from living on my own for 2 years, to living with all girls, and then thrown straight into living with all girls 2 of which are teenagers. haha. But I digress. So we live in town, pretty close to anything we would ever need and I couldn't be happier.

It took me a lot longer than I had anticipated to find work here, I mean I moved in August and I didn't start working until December. Geez. But nothing was right for me, I couldn't find anything; the only hits I could get were really shitty jobs. I worked at a call center for almost a month i think, I didn't even make it onto the call floor, training was really long and drawn out, so I was in training for a while. I mean, I was 4 days away from graduating training at the top of my class... haha... and then I went and got fired because my trainer was an alocholic whore. But whatever, i'm totally not bitter. I would have hated that job.
So then, in December... I found the job I have now. I can honestly say that I really never want to do anything else as long as I fucking live. PERIOD. I wake up every morning excited to go to work, and on the weekends I lay around and wonder why i'm not there. I have the best schedule ever, 8a-5p Monday - Friday. I wake up, wear whatever I want to wear that day, walk out of the house at 7:15, drive to work, get there at 7:45 (sometimes earlier depending on traffic) and i sit outside with some of my co-workers, and drink coffee and smoke cigarettes until 8. Then I stock up on coffee (if I need a refill), walk into the lab where I work... Pull up my comfy little super adjustable mesh chair and prepare mentally for a day full of vulgarities and your mom jokes. (If I had a penis i'd chub up talking about my job)

So I turn on the Computer that sits in front of me, the HDTV that sits beside it, and the XBOX 360 that sits beside that and grab the controller from the table. That is where I'll stay for 9 hours a day (except for smoke breaks and you know, lunch, and when I get up to walk around or get something to drink)

I work for a company called Redstorm Entertainment. You may have heard of us if you play video games at all. Our company was founded by Tom Clancy, and in conjunction with Ubisoft... we make some of the best video games out there right now. I, personally don't make them. I just make sure that by the time they hit the shelves; they are playable. And by that I mean that I am a video game tester. (insert, wow you play video games all day and get paid for it? comments here) I guess technically I do play video games and get paid for it. But testing is pretty hard work. I mean, granted, it's a video game. It is hard work, but it's not that bad, I like to pretend my job is wicked hard, because my boss always says "There's no fun in testing!" and... "If you're playing the game, you're not testing the game; if you're not testing the game, you aren't doing your job" but i'm doing one hell of a job at it; and I have the best time of my life every day. hehe.

I work with some of the best people ever. Seriously. There's nothing better than working with the biggest geeky gamer boys ever. The coolest part is... Every single one of us know what it was like to be picked on growing up, as we are pretty much all the biggest losers ever. BUT, they are some of the smartest people i've ever met; and a few of them... pretty fucking cool. (not to mention absolutely fucking hot.) It doesn't hurt that i'm the only girl there, although it's totally a catch 22. I'm the girl, so i have to work twice as hard to get respect and prove myself. But, i have a vagina (which most of those guys have never seen) So it makes them a little nicer to me. haha. Sadly, the few boys that are wicked hot and super cool... Have seen plenty of vagina's before so really it's just about me working twice as hard to earn respect and prove myself. Which i've pretty much done. I can honestly say none of those guys want another girl in the room. They are all pretty happy with me, i mean... I have some of the most vulgar language and i get the best your mom jokes ever. What's not to love?

Anyway, i can't really think of much more to talk about other than work and i'm sure that you're already tired of hearing about that. So i guess i'll go play some Splinter Cell and call it a night. k?

I love you guys, I swear i've been reading. I just haven't had much time to catch up. But i'm working on it... K?

Christin, She's beautiful. I'm sorry I haven't commented yet, but she is. (My best friend here in Raleigh, and his girlfriend are expecting so now i'm all EEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeee over it hehe) Take care of you and yours. <3

Amy, I love you.
Becci, I'm proud of you.
Suzy, I'm still in secret love with you.

Everyone else...


current mood: happy

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Sunday, April 29th, 2007
11:05 am
Hey Guys!

So you want an update huh?Collapse )

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Monday, October 23rd, 2006
1:17 am - Astrology.
So, i've been getting into reading charts and such.
Right now, i'm in the ghetto ass, reading the pre-written things about aspects in people's charts, but i'm learning. I really enjoy this, because everyone that i've done so far is really fucking accurate.

That being said... I'd really like to look at your charts.
If you guys don't mind, Shoot me your Birthdate, Birth City/state, and the time you were born. So that I can look at your charts too! =)

If you want me to post something about you. lemme know and i'll comment with it.

AMY: I did a composite chart of the both of us... and you'd be amazed at what it says about us. It's so true.

ok love you bye bye

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Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
5:21 pm - haha.

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Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
12:26 am

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Tuesday, June 6th, 2006
8:29 pm - Voice Post
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Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
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Monday, May 1st, 2006
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Saturday, April 29th, 2006
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